By G.D. Watson
After reading Susanne Schuberth’s latest post on her blog: (https://enteringthepromisedland.wordpress.com/2016/06/05/wanna-be-a-spiritual-leader-or-rather-not/), I felt led to publish this short and to the point article by G.D. Watson I gleaned years ago. As I read it once again it seemed to fit my own life even more than it did when found it originally! Maybe some of you who read this can relate, “For our God is a consuming fire.” (Heb 12:29)
If God has called you to be truly like Jesus in all your spirit, He will draw you into a life of crucifixion and humility. He will put on you such demands of obedience that you will not be allowed to follow other Christians. In many ways, He seems to let other good people do things which He will not let you do.
Others who seem to be very religious and useful, may push themselves, pull wires, and scheme to carry out their plans, but you cannot. If you attempt it, you will meet with such failure and rebuke from the Lord as to make you sorely penitent.
Others can brag about themselves, their work, their successes, their writings, but the Holy Spirit will not allow you to do any such thing. If you begin to do so, He will lead you into some deep mortification that will make you despise yourself and all your good works.
Others will be allowed to succeed in making great sums of money, or having a legacy left to them, or in having luxuries, but God may supply you only on a day-to-day basis, because He wants you to have something far better than gold, a helpless dependence on Him and His unseen treasury.
The Lord may let others be honored and put forward while keeping you hidden in obscurity because He wants to produce some choice, fragrant fruit for His coming glory, which can only be produced in the shade.
God may let others be great, but keep you small. He will let others do a work for Him and get the credit, but He will make you work and toil without knowing how much you are doing. Then, to make your work still more precious, He will let others get the credit for the work which you have done; this to teach you the message of the Cross, humility, and something of the value of being cloaked with His nature. The Holy Spirit will put a strict watch on you, and with a jealous love rebuke you for careless words and feelings, or for wasting your time which other Christians never seem distressed over.
So make up your mind that God is an infinite Sovereign and has a right to do as He pleases with His own, and that He may not explain to you a thousand things which may puzzle your reason in His dealings with you. God will take you at your word; if you absolutely sell yourself to be His slave, He will wrap you up in a jealous love and let other people say and do many things that you cannot. Settle it forever; you are to deal directly with the Holy Spirit, He is to have the privilege of tying your tongue or chaining your hand or closing your eyes in ways which others are not dealt with. However, know this great secret of the Kingdom: When you are so completely possessed with the Living God that you are, in your secret heart, pleased and delighted over this peculiar, personal, private, jealous guardianship and management of the Holy Spirit over your life, you will have found the vestibule of heaven, the high calling of God.
G.D.Watson (1845-1924) was a Wesleyan Methodist minister and evangelist based in Los Angeles. His evangelistic campaigns took him to England, the West Indies, New Zealand, Australia, Japan and Korea. He also wrote several books. Good News Publishers gave permission for the article to be published in a magazine in 1992.
Who is among you that fears the LORD, That obeys the voice of His servant, That walks in darkness and has no light? Let him trust in the name of the LORD and rely on his God. Behold, all you who kindle a fire, Who encircle yourselves with firebrands, Walk in the light of your fire And among the brands you have set ablaze. This you will have from My hand; And you will lie down in torment.(Isaiah 50:10-11, NASB).
SOURCE: Faith, Prayer, & Tract League
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Wow, that was just awesome, Michael. That’s it exactly. This really resonated,
“He will put on you such demands of obedience that you will not be allowed to follow other Christians. In many ways, He seems to let other good people do things which He will not let you do.”
I can’t tell you how many times I have lamented how unfair that is, and yet I am starting to catch on, it is beginning to make sense. There’s a deliberate calling around being an outlier, set apart.
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Yes, Gabrielle, I fought against the restraining hand of God while trying to make that system work for me as well. Others could make it work, but HE would not allow me to walk that path. As I look back so many years later, I am glad He didn’t. I am happy that this post was such a help for you, dear sister.
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Elders are manifest by their character and their maturity in the things of God. They do not flaunt them nor do thy wave a banner ‘Look at ME!!’ They are obscure servants that set an example. They support the poor, in fact their heart bleeds for the needy. They are not given to avarice nor do they desire filthy lucre.
They are given to teaching and guiding not controlling and demanding. They seek not a pedestal or pulpit or podium. They do not take, they give, as all the body parts are taught to do, esteeming others greater than themselves. They do not wish for a personal following but they instruct others to follow Christ.
They deplore recognition and applause. They abhor presents and gifts. They shudder at the thought of any allegiance to them personally. They tremble at the prospect of favoritism being lavished on them by the ‘body’. Double honor is theirs for teaching well and their commitment to study but they would prefer to forgo that acknowledgment.
These are the marks of true servant-hood and eldership. These are the fruits of the truly qualified leader. They look not for the lime-light but seek the Lamb-light as their reward. Nothing on this dismal earth appeals to them. Nothing can tempt them or buy them. Slander is their food and reproach is their mainstay. Rejection by religionists is their meat and their daily diet. To be accepted by the glitter and pomp and success of modern Christendom is anathema to their spirit.
Their joy is to be girded about with a simple apron and on their knees tending to the weary and the castaways, the unlovely, the forsaken, the unwashed, all those who are forgotten at the ‘church house’ door, nay but rather are disdained at the ‘church house’ door.
They quake at the thought of being called Master, Pastor, Reverend or Apostle. They prefer to just be called brother, a tender to the needs of others.
They know they have an everlasting bounty waiting in heaven, a reward they feel not worthy to receive, but still the only reward they desire is to hear from the lips of the only true Master, Pastor, Reverend ‘well done thou good and faithful servant’. Their daily rapture is to see the children of men set free from the curses this earth imparts to it’s captives.
This is their very life. Others finding solace in the Saviour. Redemption in the Redeemer. To find their place and joy in Jesus.
To be hid in Him and the stench of their own ways and inclinations and religious dreams burned away as the chaff they are.
Are you looking for a leader? Look hard and long for it may take a while before you come upon him or her, who has discovered this secret path of service. In fact they may not even be where you would expect them for they are not welcome nor are they even given the time of day in most circles we call Christendom. They may not be comely. They may not have money, this latter being a prerequisite for acceptance in most ‘churches’ for ministry. They may not have anyone down here taking notice of their service, but heaven is watching with sheer delight this lonely worker. Hell is raging because of the same.
The ‘church’ needs them but they know not of this character, this simplicity of servant-hood. Congregants may hear of these attributes preached on a weekly basis yet not take and handle them experientially. I guess words are cheap as the saying goes. Hear it taught but see it not. How deceived can we be? How far have we fallen. How cheap have we made the gospel and the followers thereof? Then they ship this fruit world wide to make others 2 fold the devils they are.
I say to the hirelings ‘Let my people go!’ I say to the folks ‘Quit financing this farce that we have so diluted.’ I say further to the folks, ‘pray that God would raise up these true leaders that are after His heart.’ Few there will be that can fit this bill. Few there will be that will dare surrender to this point. God help us! devon and kathy
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Yes, Devon and Kathy, true elders who manifest the humility of Christ are hard to find and they will be the last persons to claim the title of “elder” to themselves, as a result those who are more brash and sell themselves are chosen by the immature that make up most churches.
Thanks for your sharing your missive with us,
Michael
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A beautiful and moving piece, Michael. I will treasure this. ❤
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Thank you, Anna. I think that there are many of God’s kids who are of low to no profile in this world that can identify with what this man wrote. The way of the cross is NOT a popularity contest and understanding that has helped me a lot. I KNOW that you are one of His, dear sister and are His hidden treasure. ❤
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You bring tears to my eyes, Michael. God bless you.
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I think that there are many of God’s kids who are of low to no profile in this world that can identify with what this man wrote.
I know I must be one of those. I had to wait to get to my destination before I could really take the time to read this and respond.
Wow Yes I can relate. Others can but I cannot. I used to wonder why I couldn’t. Then I just quit wondering. I just said to Him and myself, whatever Your will is for me then so be it. I am not supposed to be in the limelight. I was not meant to be rich or financially secure.
My journey leaving Florida this time and for good, in which it was of a situation others can but I cannot. I am not meant to have a certain lifestyle of the luxuries in this world. My payment was an old mini van with no air conditioning. That was torture! The heat and my poor cat Isaiah! LOL Isaiah what a great sport just a panting and drooling. But along the journey I was supremely blessed. My needs were met. Waffle House allowed me to let me bring my cat in the back of the restaurant to cool him off. Me too as I was getting lightheaded. The nobodies of this world treat the other nobodies of this world way far better than the somebodies.
Another miraculous ordeal was that my roommate told me last that she was hoping I would find her ad about her room being available. Neat huh? I was here for a year before being disrupted last October. I have so much gratitude. And the temperature dropped 20 degrees compared to Florida. Ahhh. Isaiah is happy too with his freedom from mommy keeping him an indoor prisoner. LOL He looked at me and said really? You are going to let me outside and go for kitty walks again? Simplicity without the demands. But I have just arrived so let’s see how this plays out. One day at a time. My van is very strong. What a prophetic journey I was on.
So thank you Michael. This was a great post. Thank You Lord for seeing to my needs!
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Stacey, I am glad that you made it to your destination safely. You said something that is so true, “The nobodies of this world treat the other nobodies of this world way far better than the somebodies.” Yes, I have found that the most generous people are those who have little in this world. Jesus found this to be true as well (see Luke 21:1-4).
Thanks for writing,
Michael
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Hi Michael! I’ve heard this before and yet never tire of reading it again and again! It is a healthy place to be, to not fret about what others are doing (“But what about him, Lord?”) or strive to change them, but to simply walk out our own salvation with that joyful fear and trembling walk that is so precious to Him. Thank you for sharing this encouragement today. Love! 🙂
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Hi Pam,
You are welcome. It is good to hear from you again. I am with you — every time Father prompts me to read this I see where He has taken me a bit further along the path Watson describes. The last two and a half years have been one of those times of Him taking me another step or two further into more obscurity and less popularity. As I read the following this time I could really relate, “The Holy Spirit will put a strict watch on you, and with a jealous love rebuke you for careless words and feelings…” The fellowship in the Spirit that He has given me along the way has been used to drive this home.
I am glad you have been encouraged, dear sister. Give each other a hug for me. ❤
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Makes me cry tears of joy every time I read this. For me its a reminder that I don’t need answers to all the things in my life I don’t understand, I simply need to continue to trust that behind the scenes He is working eternity in my heart as He is in others. This is not blind faith as some quip, but rather a special ongoing abiding relationship we ought to treasure, a pearl if you would, to be sought daily, shared with others and to which no other treasure could possibly compare. Do you and I really believe the following?
Hope is in Him:
“Jesus has presented Himself to humanity as the solution to all mankind will ever need and desire. Not what Jesus can do, but Jesus Christ Himself”
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Michael F., yes, if we are IN Christ we have all we need for “in Him we live and move and have our being.” As we rest in Him we then can hear His voice and share with others as He wills from His great grace given us to do so, not from our own compulsion to be heard or seen. What a difference that makes. Thanks for your comments, my brother.
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Wow!! Michael, that description of how our walk with the Lord has been fits like a glove! ☆ Ouchee!! However, these seemingly negative things can be observed from the outside only. Our internal man, instead, may rejoice in the permanent presence of God in our whole life as we already live in heaven with Him, enjoying His eternal life and love. So why bother about earthly riches, honor, and man’s approval if we truly can be sure of having HIS approval now and forever? ♧
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Yes, Susanne, it is all about entering into His rest, isn’t it? Like Michael F. said above, if we have Christ we have everything. “All things are yours and you are Christ’s and Christ is God’s.” Thanks for your latest blog post, which which Father used to inspire me to post this one. 🙂 ❤
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Muah Susanne! My heart just leapt for joy at your comment!
So why bother about earthly riches, honor, and man’s approval if we truly can be sure of having HIS approval now and forever? ♧
So very true!!!! Love it!
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Thanks a bunch for your edifying words, Stacey! 😇 😘
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Yes I am with what Pamela said in her comment!
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Thank you, Michael, for the blog. The Apostle Paul said that when we compare ourselves with ourselves we are not wise. I have proven over and over that he is right. Why should we think that how God is dealing with others is the pattern for all? Truly, we have a personal relationship with the Father. I value my relationship with the Father, and I need to keep my eyes on Him.
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Very good application of that verse, Pat! Sad to say that I have compared myself most of my life either to highly visible ministries wondering why I was not like them or to the low down-and- outters, proud that I was not like one of theses. Arg!!! God’s only measuring stick is His son, Jesus Christ, and He only gives us grace to grow up IN Him not in others. Why settle for less? Christ is our sufficiency in ALL things and we find that sufficiency as we rest in Him. God bless you, dear sister. ⭐
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Amen michael- the watson article is a timely piece. i posted it a few days ago on facebook , without seeing your post ,and people were saying it was what they needed for this time. ~ wayne
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Thanks, Wayne. Yes, it seems to be very timely indeed.
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Oh, what a struggle it is to give him my all. Such an intense set of contradictions within me. Parts of me scream that they don’t want to die and make me feel that I can not live without them. Yet, I want them dead. They must die. How else will I walk with my God. I almost faint at the thought of always living for him and yet I don’t want “Me” to be in-between my relationship with him. I don’t know of anything more satisfying than a relationship with him. I know that cannot depend on myself with this but he has said that I can depend on him to have it.
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Russ, What you shared in your honesty about “Me” (the red lizard) getting in between us and God reminded me of a dialogue I once read in a book by C. S. Lewis called “The Great Divorce.” What a battle we have…
Adapted from C. S. Lewis, The Great Divorce (HarperCollins, 2009), pp. 106-112; submitted by Bill White, Paramount, California
http://www.preachingtoday.com/illustrations/2011/october/3103111.html
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